TheScarletVirgin™

Hello again...

2008-05-28T02:14:00.003-04:00

Hey!!!! Sorry I haven't updated in a while...I haven't been in the mood to update this blog, but slowly and surely I'll get back into the swing of things. Anyways...I had an interesting day today... I've been chillaxin with a couple of friends and I laughed so fucking hard that I'm wheezing. It's also relly chilly outside, and I've gotten used to the warm, balmy weather we only had for a few days. Oh well... Ok... if I get bored later, maybe I'll consider actually turning on the computer and posting another rant, or if you're lucky, a video rant!!! YAY!!! Until then, goodnite!!!

My...

2008-05-19T00:00:00.001-04:00

BIRTHDAY, BEYOTCHES!!!!!

Today...

2008-05-01T12:10:00.001-04:00

...is the first day of MAY!!!!!! YAY!!!!! In another 18 days, something special is happening... MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So...

2008-04-30T14:22:00.002-04:00

...I'm ultra uber bored right now. I have nothing better to do but sit on my ass and do nothing but watch TV and/or play around on the computer and shiz. I don't think I'll be going out tonight, but I do know I will be watching the soap opera tonight!!! It's gonna be FUCKING AWESOME!!!! Last night's episode was "off the chain" and I hope to see another ass whooping like I did last night!!!!! Well... that's all I have to offer right now. No videos, unfortunately, but hopefully in the future. Peace, y'all!!!

I need...

2008-04-27T20:22:00.002-04:00

...A FUCKING VACATION!!!!! I really need at least a week to recooperate, because for the past 1 1/2 weeks I've been out with at least one person, and my phone has been ringing off the hook. Now I'm at the point where if the phone rings, and it's not my mom or someone VERY IMPORTANT, then I WON'T ANSWER!!!! So... if you're reading this post, and you're thinking of calling, THINK AGAIN!!!! I love you, but I'm about due for another vacation... remember last time?! Anyways... I need my rest, and when I feel more up to par, I'll put up a YouTube video or something. Til then... TTY... I don't know.

The past few days...

2008-04-22T22:09:00.002-04:00

...have been very eventful!!!! I happened to have spent most of my time in White Plains!!! And why not... the weather is gorgeous!!!!I happened to catch up with an old friend from WCC, finally got Matthew to answer his phone, and while I hung out with Ashley today, saw a local friend moments after we mentioned him!!! How funny is that?! Anyways... I'm still scared to death about appearing on camera and in the event I do, you guys will be the first to know. If anything... oh,well, you'll just know. K... gonna get back to being a bored computer bum. Peace out, beyotches!!!!

Good day... so far.

2008-04-16T16:21:00.003-04:00

Well... I had a pretty good day so far. My friend Ashley showed off her big baby belly to me today, and we actually went to the Coffee House after how long??!! But yeah... we just hung out today and chilled and caught up on a lot of shit. I also talked to a friend from school yesterday, and she's doing pretty good herself. Anyways... here's some video of Ashley's baby "bump"... or does it really qualify as just a bump anymore?!

So, yeah...

2008-04-12T18:00:00.002-04:00

...I'm back up and running. I'm sure you guys missed me (in your own special way), and I just want to let you guys know that I've missed you, too!!! it's been to long!!! Plenty of things happened while I was gone. I was in the hospital last month to have an abcess removed from underneath my left breast. Well... they actually had to drain it and clean it out. One of the nurses that worked at the wing I was in told me the doctors thought I could have had MRSA or something, but fortunately, it was neither that, nor did they have to remove my breast. Kudos to the staff at Hudson Valley Hospital!!! Anyways, life has gotten back to normal. I found out via phone that someone I know delivered her baby boy last week, so congrats to Melissa!!! Aside from that, I'm anxious for summer. This year should be interesting, since I know shit's gonna go down, whether it's good or bad!!! I can feel it in my bones. Since I've gotten a new computer, I've uploaded some video from this past year onto it already. I have a couple of videos I uploaded in yesterday's post, and I uploaded them to YouTube, also. Unfortunately, I've been too lazy to edit anymore lately, but hopefully I will have the strength to do it sometime soon. I would also like to get some more footage whenever I get the chance. That's if I can get over the phobia of putting/seeing myself on camera. I'm sure I'll get over it--if I'm desperate enough!!! Moving on... I think I'll let you guys go... but don't fret--there's more to come in the near future. Stay dry!!!

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAACK, BEYOTCHES!!!!!

2008-04-11T17:59:00.004-04:00

Hola!! I'm biz-ack from months without a computer, and now I'm back in business!! And to show how much of a good mood I'm in about it, I'll give you a couple of videos to enjoy!!!

Glad to NOT be pregnant!!!!!

2007-12-29T15:06:00.001-05:00

I'm so happy for those close to me who are expecting bundle of joy in during the coming year. but there's one thing I'd like to make clear for the time being: I'M NOT PREGNANT!!!!!!! NOR WILL I BE FOR THE NEXT 10-15 YEARS!!!!!! Not that there's anything wrong with having children, but it's just not in my deck of cards, and won't be for at least another decade. I'm happy that people are happy as they start families, but for me, I have too many things to do. I want to enjoy my twenties, cuz I won't get them back even if I tried. I wanna be financially and mentally stable to handle a household. I'm never gonna get married, regardless of how long I've been with someone. And if I have kids (in the future), I don't wanna feel like they're a burden, in the way of accomplishing my goals. Well... got that off my chest. If you have something to say, then say it. It won't change the way I feel (being that this is my personal opinion), but it'd be nice to hear what you have to say. Shows that you're human. Talk to you beyotches later. Peace!!!!!

Have Fun!!!

2007-12-19T16:21:00.000-05:00

Hi there!!!

2007-12-19T16:05:00.000-05:00

Sorry it's been forever since I last posted... my computer decided to pull a Britney and restarted itself to the point where I need the product key to unlock Windows 98, and unfortunately it didn't come with the computer like the later models for Windows 2003 and later... but I'm able to move on, and I hope I get another computer with at least Windows XP or later. I need a later platform to put up all of my videos so I can edit them and put them up on YouTube. That will be interesting. Anyways... luck has been draped over my immediate family (me, mom, and Coalette) like crazy, because last month, my mom was promoted to Jr. Administrativ Assistant for DPW, which is pretty kick ass!!! So send your blessings through comments!!! Moving along... there's this new Korean soap opera called "Likeable or Not", and so far... it KICKS ASS!!!!!!!!!! it's so funny and full of drama at the same time, so if you're a Korean soap opera whore, or you have no idea as to what the fuck I'm talking about, then check out KoreanWiz.org for more info. Aside from that, I'd better get to crackin, cuz my bus should be coming soon. I plan to hang out with Ashley later at the Coffee House, and drink my new favorite, HOT CIDER!!!!! DEDE-LICIOUS!!!!!! TTYL BEYOTCHES!!!!!

An update

2007-11-02T16:40:00.000-04:00

Hey, guys... sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. I've been boring
myself to death by doing absolutely nothing. So yeah...

I've posted at least two stories on Associated Content since the last time
I posted. So that's something... And I've been frustrated about a few
things; nothing really important or anything like that. Also, I recently
found out that someone else close to me is 3 months preggers, so that was
interesting.

Other than that, nothing is new at this point. I've just been slacking and
stuff like that. Same shit, different day.

And if any of you actually have visited my YouTube profile, I now have
some new videos in my favorites, so just check that out!

Well, I'll TTYL.

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Using Opera's revolutionary e-mail client: http://www.opera.com/mail/

Just fucking FRUSTRATED....

2007-10-27T11:50:00.001-04:00

I'm just frustrated in general... I wanted to see "Best Week Ever", but my
MOTHER had other plans, so I'll have to steal the TV around 10:55 or
something, cuz the show usually starts early.

but anyways... I'm really excited about my stories finally being
recognized. I've been getting alot of comments on my stuff, and I'm very
happy with the feedback, and for those of you who are dedicated to reading
my blog or have read my stories, thanx for the support. I could use it
right now.

But yeah... it seems as if everyone on the planet wants to play Yahoo!
Pyramids or something, cuz almost every room I go to fills up in minutes.
And the music I've downloaded is boring the FUCK out of me, with the
exception of a few songs (including The Killers; they're awesome!).
Oh, well... what the fuck?!

Anyhoo... lemme get ready so I can steal the tube from my mother. Peace,
beyotches!!!!

Well...

2007-10-21T16:07:00.000-04:00

...I'm bored as a motherfucker. I don't know what else to do at this point, being that my mom took over the TV, and my cat's probably taken over my chair. Oh, well...

I'd like to write a story, but I don't know what to write about. I've been thinking about putting up a story that I wrote over a year ago, but I'm not too sure that I wanna put it up at this point. It's still kinda personal to me, being that it's one of my few accomplishments, but chances are I might break that barrier and actually post it on Associated Content.

I don't know... plus... it seems that no one loves me on either MySpace or Facebook, or even YouTube. That's some bullshit.

Well... if something else comes up, then I'll talk about it. Until then....

How you duin?!

2007-10-18T21:46:00.001-04:00

So yeah... my stories are up (or at least most of them), and I'm really happy that I'm at the point where I can publish them on my own time. I feel more comfortable whenever I work up the chance to actually put up my work and have people see my creativity, at least for the time being, because when I get a new computer, I'll be able to edit my footage and post that stuff on YouTube. Besides, I have some great footage, and one day you guys will be able to see it. And hopefully the podcast will go on as planned. I might need to add in a couple more people, but hey... it wouldn't hurt. More people, more fun!!!

Anyways... hope you guys are enjoying your Thursday, cuz some of you got paid today. Some didn't, but you know what?! There's always tomorrow!!!! FRIDAY!!! TGIF!!!! YAH!!!

And if I don't talk to you guys tomorrow, I hope you start out the weekend with a smile, cuz I sure will (even though I have nothing planned but what could be a food-shopping day this weekend)!

Goodnight, beyotches!!!!!

P.S. If you wanna check out my stories, here's the link:

DeDe's Associated Content

Peace!!!!!!

New publications!!!!

2007-10-18T18:48:00.000-04:00

I put up some new stories on my AC account. If you're interested...

Associated Content

Have fun!!!!!

Chillin'...

2007-10-16T21:30:00.000-04:00

...and listening to Accuradio, minding my own business. There's really nothing else to do but sit on the computer, and I really didn't feel like cramping up my hand trying to write out my thoughts. Figured I'd just type them out; it's quicker.

Anyways... I talked to Katie today for a few. Not much was said except us asking one another how the other has been, and it's the same as when we last talked.

But yeah... there's really nothing else to talk about aside from the fact that not only am I bored as fuck, but AccuRadio smokes ROCKS!!!! Check it out when you get a chance!

Just chillaxin...

2007-10-15T17:11:00.000-04:00

...and listening to The Wendy WIlliams Experience while talking to Ashley on the phone, although I'm bored out of my fucking mind. I'm so annoyed when I'm really bored, and there's nothing else to do but talk on the phone, screw around on the computer, and watch TV.

Oh, I wanted to let you guys know that a couple of my stories have been published on Associated Content, and I want you guys to check them out.

Aside from that, nothing else is new... wait; I talked to Matt and Yves last night (it's about fucking time) and that's about it.

Until I have something else in mind... you know the rest. Peace!!!!

Oh, shit...

2007-10-14T21:13:00.000-04:00

...I finally got a hold of Matt, but only for a minute or two. He's at the movies with his roommate/fuckbuddy (kidding with the fuckbuddy part) and he said he'll call me later.

But that's all for today. TTYL!

Are you somebody's favorite person?

2007-10-13T22:33:00.000-04:00

Here are a couple of videos that I think are important for all of you to watch, and, afterwards, ask yourselves: Are you someone's favorite person?

random nv pic1

2007-10-13T19:10:00.001-04:00

Sorry bout this... this is just to make this picture as a default... so no worries...

Really bored...

2007-10-13T13:03:00.000-04:00

...very, very bored. So bored I couldn't even tell you how bored I possibly am. But yeah...I'm bored. Just to let you know.

So... that's my rant against boredom. TTYL.

Earlier...

2007-10-12T19:58:00.000-04:00

I just finished eating dinner!! And it was delicious!!

But moving on to other things...

I'm actually starting to write again. I typed up an opinion piece and submitted it to AC, when it was really meant for this blog. But, if anything, once it goes through review, I'll post a link so you can see this 'piece of work' for yourselves and see what you think. I hope all goes well, and that I get paid for it. That's the great thing about it.

Anyways...

I've been talking to an old friend that I know from school. There are so many things that we need to catch up on, it's not even funny. Plus, I need to see what the fuck Matt's doing and when he's ever gonna get a day off. Chances are he'll be going to a concert or doing something else on that day; there's no telling with that boy!

But yeah...

Ok, folks... when something else comes up, I'll let u know on everything. In the meantime, PEACE!!!

Well...

2007-10-11T16:40:00.000-04:00

... I finally put a perm in my hair (and my hair is thanking me for it), yet I don't wanna leave the house. Simply because it's raining and it's really cold. Plus, I don't know whether anyone killed the lethal-looking mosquito downstairs that was there yesterday by the front door. That thing freaked me the fuck out!!!! And just thinking about it freaks me out even more.

Anyways... I've been chillaxin lately, typing up whenever I feel like it. It feels really good to just type instead of write down, simply because my hands cramp up after writing for long periods of time. But it feels better to simply type shit down. There are so many things going on in my mind, and a beef patty with cheese is one of them.

But I need to get my mind off of junk, because I'm not leaving this house at the moment. I don't wanna go out in the rain and mess up my hair. I put too much effort into perming it, so I don't want anyone or anything raining on my parade (lol).

What else is there to talk about besides the fact that I have a Facebook account?! I never knew how much fun Facebook can really be, since I'm so used to MySpace, but yeah... it's tons of fun (no pun intended). If you ever wanna check it out, I'll think about putting up my page. In the meantime, click HERE for Facebook and check it out!

Ok... until I think on something else to say... U know the deal. TTYL!

In case you haven't had enough...

2007-10-10T20:30:00.000-04:00

...here's some more:

Ha Ha Ha!!!

2007-10-10T19:03:00.000-04:00

Hey!!! I felt like saying something on the blog, simply because I was bored to death today! I did absolutely nothing but sit in the house and watch TV.

I've been getting used to blogging via email, and I've been on the computer for most of the day, checking email, Facebook, MySpace, YouTube, Perez Hilton, and other sites.

But if anything, I think I'll just stay on the computer and see what else is poppin'. If I think of anything else to say, or type up in an email, I'll let you know. TTYL, BEYOTCHES!!!!!

So, now...

2007-10-09T19:02:00.000-04:00

I'm gonna have to kick Matthew's punk ass because I tried to call him last night, and he didn't answer his phone, so yeah... he's asking for it. He'd better call me, or Yonkers will end up in the Hudson River, Matthew included.

Anyways... talk to you guys later!!!!

Stuff...

2007-10-08T22:17:00.000-04:00

...has been happening lately. I can't really talk about it, for fear that people involved may be offended (though for some of those people, I could give two shits), so I apologize for even teasing you with it.

Anyways... I finally got to at least hang out with both Katie and Ashley yesterday. Katie and I decided we would go bother Ashley at one of her two jobs, so we got to chill with her for a while and she had a chance to come outside and smoke cigs with us. But yeah...

Also, I've realized lately that posting via email is alot better than actually doing it via Blogger, so that way I could type it out however I please, which is gratifying. But anyways, I came in about an hour ago from hanging out with Ashley at the Coffee House, so that was fun. We caught up on some stuff that I forgot to mention before (half the time it was on purpose), but it's said now.

Well... better go in the shower and into bed. Although I won't be doing much, it will be a humid night, and I would feel so much better after taking a nice, long shower before bed. So I will talk to ya beyotches later. PEACE!!!!

Really bored...

2007-10-04T23:58:00.000-04:00

... so I decided that instead of actually logging on to do this, I might as well just publish this via email. I had nothing better to do, so this is the route I chose to take.

But anyways, I hope you guys enjoy(ed) the videos I posted. If and when I get a new computer, I will, for sure, post some stuff that I've filmed since I got my camcorder earlier this year. It's the best thing that's happened to me this year, and with a new computer, I'll be even more ecstatic. But for now, I'll just have to deal with what I have now. Oh well...

But surely I would like to get some more footage of Matthew and his 'craziness' if anything. It's been awhile since I've seen this kid, but since I've been talking to him on the phone, I have yet to actually witness this 'nutiness'. But yeah...

Well... I'll talk to you bitches later!

This reminds me...

2007-10-04T23:16:00.000-04:00

...of a cat I know all too well... Enjoy!!!

By the way...

2007-10-04T15:10:00.000-04:00

...I shall present to you a video of a local artist by the name of Marc Von Em. He's really good, and if you happen to live in Peekskill, or even visit the city, please come at a time when Marc performs, because I promise you, you will get an awesome performance. So, here's Marc Von Em!!!!

Yves' Heart Attack...

2007-10-04T15:01:00.000-04:00

...acting at it finest. Check out "chicken nugget' hiding under the table in fear!!! Anyways... have fun!!!!!

Was really bored...

2007-10-03T21:44:00.000-04:00

I've had a lot of thinking to do on Monday, for there was one thing on my mind: Karrine Steffans, also known as Superhead. I had a lot of points (well, more likely a couple) to put out there (well, at least on paper), and now they will end up on the blog.

Karrine Steffans was on The Wendy Williams Experience on Monday to promote her latest book, The Vixen Diaries, and after the whole interview, many callers either defended or obliterated what she had said about a handful of the celebs that were featured in the book. Here's my opinion about the interview:
We all need to remember that Karrine is obviously making money, regardless of what people say and think about her. Generally, I give her props for being so blunt about her life; besides, at least she's doing it and not me. This way I can let my children and my grandchildren know of what a woman shouldn't be. I can't knock her or anyone for that matter, because for every person that decides to resort to doing anything remotely irresponsible or completely stupid, whether it be the same things that Karrine has done or something like rob people and/or do drugs, for example, there's at least one other person won't think of doing the exact same things, me being one of them.
--HOWEVER--
I feel that the people who were mentioned in the book and others before it should have been left in the book instead of being tossed around from mouth to mouth. Leave some mystery to it, girl; that way, people will actually buy the book. There's no need to throw people under the bus for a paycheck; you'll be lucky if anyone buys this 'heap of perfectly wasted recycled paper'. Not only will this thrust the personal lives of these celebs onto the international scale, but haven't you thought thoroughly about how this would affect their families? Think about what the wives of these 'men' are going through--matter of fact, think about what the children would go through in the future. Has this even ran through your mind, or did the ringing of a cash register block that thought out?! Unbelievable.
All I have to say about your intentions is that Karma is a bitch, and if Karma were to hire me to work for them, you would be the first person on the shitlist.
That's all I have to say at the moment... enjoy your soon-to-come wealth and the last 5 minutes of fame, because you better believe they will evaporate faster than you can cry 'BROKE'!!!!!

But yeah...

2007-10-02T15:50:00.000-04:00

I don;t know what to do today besides sit around and do absolutely nothing and sitting at the computer, blogging. I'm just so tired of being at home all the fucking time. It would be nice if someone was considerate enough to call and ask me if they wanna hang out!!!! I don't always like sitting around, moping, you know!!!! But hey... if I happen to hit the lotto... I don't want any fucking phone calls!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Anyways... talk to ya guys later!!!!!

It's the first of the month....

2007-10-01T17:26:00.000-04:00

Hey... what's goin'? Nothing new is going on in DeDe's world, aside from the fact that I've actually gotten a chance to talk to Matthew this past week, surprisingly enough. Now if only he could actually take the time to pick up the phone... you know?! But anyways... moving on to other things... what's going on with everybody else?! Hope everyone's somewhat enjoying the first day of October. I thought (and discussed this with Ashley last night) that it would be funny to wish someone a Happy October or a Happy February or something like that. At least think of the first of every month as a holiday, because in a way (for many people) it is. Well... time for me to get back to doing what I usually do best: abso-fucking-lutely NOTHING!!! Have a good one!

Okey-dokey...

2007-09-26T10:34:00.000-04:00

Hello there!!! Hope everything's well with everyone.My day, so far, is going pretty good. I've been fishing some ideas for stories in my brain, but have been too chicken enough to put them on paper--something for me to try at least for once in a VERY LONG TIME!!! But yeah... can't wait for The View to come on (that's right--I watch The View). Today's hot topics should be very interesting... hopefully we don't get an earful from certain people. Anyways.. hopefully I can get some stories onto paper so I can put them up onto the blog. Until then...

Another addition...

2007-09-25T17:36:00.000-04:00

I wanted to add that this month-- no, this whole fucking year has come and gone like a motherfucker!!!!! Hopefully we have a better year in 2008 (although it's only almost October), and better things come our way. Alrighty then... that's all I have to say... that is until I think of something else later on. TTYL!!!

Well, well...

2007-09-25T17:32:00.000-04:00

What have we got here?! We've got us some DEDE!!! Just kidding... anyways, I've been chillaxin in the house lately, being that no one wants to hang out with me anymore (I see how it is; when I hit the lotto, I don't want any phone calls), but hey--what can you do?! You know... But anyhoo... I'm gonna go and take a shower. So I'll talk to ya when I think of something else to talk about. Peace! ---------------- Now playing: Silversun Pickups - Rusted Wheel via FoxyTunes

Guess what?!

2007-09-21T22:25:00.000-04:00

I've managed to actually type up one of my short stories!!! It took me long enough, but I actually did it. I'm debating on whether I should actually put it up for people to read, and it's kinda personal, although it has nothing to do with me (except the fact that I wrote the story when I was drunk). But even then... you get the picture. But no worries: hopefully I have the courage to put up some stories in the future. It may take me a while, but hey--it's worth the wait. I'm not gonna worry about it. But anyways, just thought I'd get that off my chest. But yeah... if anything... if you have any thoughts about the whole thing, just let me know. U know what to do. Peace!!!!!!

So...

2007-09-20T15:34:00.000-04:00

I've decided earlier that I wanted to open an account at FreeWebs.com and start a website, to at least start up the podcast. But unfortunately, that doesn't really work out well. Why? you may ask. I figured it out: I don't need a website, really, being that 1) I have this blog, 2) I have a MySpace, 3) I have several other accounts with such sites as YouTube, PodShow, and others that I don't even go to, so if anything, I don't really need to go anywhere else. But yeah... Oh, well... But if I do plan on doing something that people are actually gonna pay attention, then so be it. If you have any suggestions, you know what to do. In the meantime, I'm just gonna go back to being a hermit for a bit, then when I think of something, I'll let you guys know and ask for your opinion. Talk to you guys later!!!!! ---------------- Now playing: Minus The Bear - Knights via FoxyTunes

Check...

2007-09-18T20:49:00.000-04:00

... this website out!!!!! MarryOurDaughter.com. Check out the story that describes the whole thing. Have fun!!!!

Ok...

2007-09-16T22:32:00.001-04:00

So I just got finished watching the Anna Sui show on Full Frontal Fashion, and I saw alot of shit that I'd LUV to have. I've been noticing a trend lately with many designers during Fashion Week, and that is the throwback to different decades, between the Roaring 20s and the Infamous 60s and 70s. Some futuristic and modern styles were thrown in, but for the most part, a sense of nostalgia. I thought it interesting, simply because of the various color palettes... and the accesories were astonishing!!!! But anyways... sorry I haven't been keeping up lately. I've either been busy with other things or just too damn lazy. But this is a step in the right direction. Maybe I might purge with more posts like I did this past Spring. Another noticeable thing in recent days is the weather: Fall is unofficially here, although it's coming in another few days. But hey... let's just be glad it's no longer blazing hot, even though we've even had only a handful of heat wave days (surprisingly enough). But if anything, I just hope we don't get a bad winter. Moving on... Well... guess I'll hit you guys up on the flip side. Catch ya later!!!!!

DeDe's Guide to Giving Oral Sex

2007-09-05T16:35:00.000-04:00

Not really... I just thought that would catch your attention. But anyways... How's everyone's day?! So far, so good for me, being that I've done absolutely nothing all day but eat, shit and sit at the computer. I can get really bored most of the time, but then factor in my social life and BOOM-- I'm busy. That's the job description for Slackers. If anything, I wish I could get paid to be one, though. I mean, officially. Because it seems as if slackers have more fun than people who actually get their asses up and do something, although there's a lot of boredom involved. But I think it's worth it. But yeah... Well... I'll get back to you guys later!!!!

Hi!!!

2007-09-02T00:12:00.000-04:00

Something interesting happened to me tonight: MATTHEW FINALLY FUCKIN CALLED ME!!! It's about FUCKIN TIME!!!! But yeah... Anyways, we were discussing something about a mutual friend of our and their situation, and he almost blew his fucking top!!! He thought I was lying about the whole thing, and I was like, "No, I swear to God!!!!!!" He still wouldn't believe me, so I'll talk to him another time about the matter. But yeah... Oh, and plus we were also discussing how fuckin goofy he is, and I simply agreed, cuz he is pretty silly! But yeah... hope he enjoys his saturday night/sunday morning. Hope you don't get a hangover!!!! Oh well, until I talk to him again, or at least until I think of something else to type about, you know the deal.... TTYL BEYOTCHES!!!!!

I...am...

2007-09-01T01:16:00.000-04:00

...craving my Chinese food REALLY BADLY!!!!! And on top of that, I'm pretty tired, but excited. You wanna know why?! BECAUSE I CAME IN THE HOUSE BEFORE 1AM!!!!!! HOW KICKASS IS THAT?! I don't know about you... but I'm happy. Now after I eat I can sleep off the 'itis'. I'm very happy, exhausted and hungry at the same time. But you wanna know what?! I could give two shits; I'M HOME!!!!!!!! YAH!!!!!!!! Ok... I should start heating up my food so I'm not up at all hours of the night. Talk to ya later!!!!

Yo yo yo...

2007-08-30T23:55:00.000-04:00

What's poppin?! I've been the same since the last time I blogged, so nothing's new. But yeah... I've been chillaxin and stuff, enjoying the last few days of summer. Chillaxin with friends here and there... shit like that. But yeah... if anything, same shit, different day. Gotta love it!!!! Anyways... when I find something else to talk about, I'll be back blogging my ass off. TTYL!!!!!

Nuthin' new...

2007-08-19T23:38:00.000-04:00

...going on today. I've just been chillaxin, wasting the weekend away (well, not really). The weather (at least to me) has been AMAZING!!!! It was nice and sunny and cool, and as my friend Ashley described it, "felt like October." But I won't complain, cuz I could get used to this weather. And no, I haven't talked to Matt today, Ashley! Anyways... aside from enjoying the weather, I enjoyed an episode of 'New York Noise' For those of you who aren't familiar with the show, I'll give you the link after I rant on about... nothing. Here's the link: New York Noise Have fun, kids. And say 'Happy Birthday" to my mother (in a comment anyways), cuz her birthday happens in a couple of minutes. Good night!!!!!!

So...

2007-08-04T12:25:00.000-04:00

... I am insanely bored at the moment, even though I'm talking to Ashley on the phone. I'm trying to figure out what I could say to 'said person' when I confront him with my feelings, but everything I've thought of saying doesn't seem like the most appropriate thing to say. I don't know what I'll do at this point. But that's besides the point. Oh, well... when I figure it out, I'l let you guys know. Peace!

Sorry...

2007-08-01T15:42:00.000-04:00

...I haven't talked to you guys in a long time!!! It's been pretty... dull lately, and a bit depressing. But... time to move on. Aside from that, how are you guys duin?! Hope you're doing good, cuz it's nice outside, and everyone should be enjoying the summer while it lasts. But yeah... For those of you who have me as a friend on MySpace, I have a new album up with some interesting pictures. No...no porn or anything of that nature, but some pretty 'interesting' pictures...lol. Hope you enjoy them! Anyways... I don't what the fuck else I could type up, so until that time comes, I'll talk to you guys later!!!

No luck....

2007-07-27T16:10:00.000-04:00

Well... I don't know what else to say aside from what I said last night... there really is nothing to say about the matter, other than I hope he's happy. Oh, well... Moving on... it's time to move on... trust me. Moving on is the best thing a person can do when they've been dealt blows left and right, so when the time comes, no matter what the situation, move on. It's really annoying to just stand around waiting for things to happen. I've been doing that almost all my life, and I still haven't gotten anywhere. I'm just really annoyed at the whole thing. I'm annoyed with myself, because I'm too damn scared of fucking failure. It's crippling; but what really pisses me off are the people who try to rush you into moving on with your life. Those people are obviously still struggling with something, AND they need to mind their own fucking business. Give me my space to breathe, even though right now I have somewhat enough room. But please don;t shove a job application down my throat. You could send one to me though, especially if you're working there and I can at least get an interview. That would help a shitload!! Anyways, I haven't been doing anything for the past 21 years besides sulk and sit around and do absolutely nothing all day, every day. I can't help if I don't wanna fail, and I know I'm not the only one going through this bullshit. There are plenty of other people in my situation, whether they actually have a job or slack around all day. I happen to be one of those people who doesn't know what the fuck to do with their life. So if anything, at least give me some time to breathe. I haven't really been rejected yet, but I plan not to, although it'll pretty much happen anyway. What If I happen to get to a certain point in my life where I have a great career, with a wonderful spouse, beautiful home (doesn't have to be a house), and all that happens to go away in a snap? What if I were to be in a relationship with 'said person' (from the previous post), and it started out great, and I pretty much gave my all, only to lose it all in one split second? I don't think I'm prepared for that, nor am I as emotionally and/or mentally stable. I don;t know what I'm gonna do besides sit on my fat ass thinking about life as is. That's all I feel I have to live for. I don;t know... maybe I'll just have to be lonely all of my life. Maybe that's my fate. I have no clue of my future. I'm no psychic, but I have the gut feeling that I will leave this earth the same way I came into it: alone. It sucks ass, but it seems to be in my horoscope. And I guess I'll just have to live with that.

I'm just not....

2007-07-27T12:00:00.000-04:00

...in a good mood right now. I just realized last night that I severely lost any chance of ever getting a minute with a certain someone simply because their time is taken up by someone else. I'd rather this person remain anonymous because I don't know if he'll read this post and get angry or something. I wish I could, because I want him to know how much more I wanted to get to know him, but unfortunately, I just can't keep up with him. Plus, I don't know how comfortable he would be with me around his friends and such. The girl he's with now is so pretty; how can I compete with that?! It's impossible! Maybe it's saying something, something to the effect of "He's just not that into you" or "Why cry over someone who doesn't even wanna be with you". But I'll never know for sure, because I have yet to tell him how I really feel, and I don't wanna do it over the phone, because that would just make the situation even worse. But then again... maybe that's the way things should go, because what if I were to tell him in person, only to get a horrible response? Let's put it this way: I was never in a relationship with this guy, so I ask myself everyday why I should even be worried about the whole thing. I've told him twice that I had a crush on him, but I've never told him how I actually feel, THAT I actually feel. And it's understandable that he's busy, but there's one question I'd like to ask him IF I had the chance: If he doesn't pick up the phone when I call him, or if he doesn't call me back when I leave him a voicemail, does it mean that I should give up the "pursuit" or should I not take it personally? I don't wanna waste my time on something that's not going anywhere, but, then again, I don't wanna lose hope. I wanna make sure I don't rush into something else, only to find out that the guy I've been "wasting time" on is suddenly worthy of it. So, if anything, should I give up hope? Or should I hold on to the dream? Or should I go ahead and work towards making that dream a reality?

WHY, LORD, WHY???????!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-24T11:58:00.001-04:00

That's all I have to say. But someone please explain to me WHY WOULD SOMEONE BE SO GODDAMN STUPID?! I don't know what to say other than.... DAMN!!!!!

Just check out the story. You'll see what I mean if you haven't heard yet. The photo above should be a clue. Plus, I'm too damn lazy to type the whole thing up. Enjoy!

Today...

2007-07-22T20:38:00.000-04:00

...was an interesting day. Ashley had a rough day (something we will not get into), and Matt won't answer his phone. But yeah... I don't know... but what can you do, you know? Oh well... But yeah.... I've been thinking up some plots for stories to write, but I've been too lazy to write them down. I don't understand what is keeping me from putting my creativity on paper!! I guess it's that fear of failure when I haven't even attempted anything to get that chance to fail. But I'm not the only one on the planet, so why should I complain. Who the fuck am I to complain?! I have absolutely no reason to complain about anything, being that I do absolutely nothing all fucking day!!!! I wish I could post some of my frustration on YouTube, but unfortunately my computer 1) is Windows 98SE and 2) it doesn't even have a DVD burner, which is some bullshit!!!! I am so frustrated about something, and I had a dream about this last night, but I'd rather not discuss it right now ( maybe some other time). Maybe whene I'm loaded or something, or really wasted (which rarely happens), but hey... you never know. Ok... I'm done ranting... for now. Talk to u beyotches later!!!!

How KICKASS is THIS?!

2007-07-15T19:59:00.000-04:00

Mingle² - Online Dating

Hey, you guys...!!!!!

2007-07-15T19:39:00.000-04:00

Hello! Sorry you guys haven't heard from me in a while. I've been so busy in my social circle that I haven't been able to update the blog. Plus my mom has been hogging the computer lately since I've been hogging the TV, so that's another reason. But it's no excuse, so there. But, for a while now, I've been watching videos on YouTube, and I'm subscribed to someone who I think relates to me in so many ways. I don't wanna give away her YouTube account, being that she had to shut her other one cuz of too much publicity, but I will say that she really kicks ass. I feel like she's saying things that I should be saying; only thing is my camcorder won't hook up to my computer. Plus I haven't been too creative lately, or more like a long time. I would like to continue my creative streak that I've left behind a few years ago, but it's hard because not only haven't I done it in a while, but I'm afraid no one will either take the time, or that it will be severely criticized and panned by all critics. I just might not be good enough, ok? Let's put it that way. But yeah... if anything, it's worth a shot. Hopefully I can surprise myself if I just put pen onto paper. Maybe it'll make things so much easier, you know? Well... gotta get going. My mother plans on hogging the TV to get back at me. So I have to save it from her wrath. Peace, beyotches!

Lemme explain something...

2007-07-05T23:19:00.000-04:00

I really need a vacation right about... NOW!!!!! I am so stressed out, and I'm unemployed!!! How fucking sad is that?! I don't know, but I really need some time to myself, because I am just... TIRED!!!! Can a girl get a day to her fucking self?! I don't understand... when will I ever get one day where I don't have a gazillion people calling me at once?! When will I ever get my vacation, my time to relax? When will I ever get laid?! Because those are just a taste of the many things that I really need at this very moment?! And I really need it NOW!!!!!! Ok... I've said what I needed to say for the moment. Hopefully my wish is fulfilled for at least two days (a week, maybe?!) But yeah.... talk to you guys later.

Okay...

2007-06-30T22:59:00.001-04:00

So I finally went food shopping, and now I can go to sleep at night. I guess my mom got the message that we needed to stock up for the next two weeks, at least. But aside from that, I feel a lot better. Anyways... How's everyone doin ? I've been chilling here and there, and I haven't been keeping up with the blog like I have been for a while, so here's my update: someone needs to go over to Hawaii and beat the SHIT out of Paris Hilton, then stand over her and say: You got knocked the FUCK OUT!!!!!!! There... that's my update, and I'll talk to you guys later if I'm really bored. Bye bitches!!!!

One-Year Anniversary!!!!

2007-06-29T22:40:00.000-04:00

Today's our one-year anniversary!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's...

2007-06-27T13:02:00.000-04:00

... so fucking hot right now!!! It's unbelievable as to how hot it is at the moment, but luckily I have two fans in the house keeping me somewhat cool. But yeah... Sorry I haven't been on lately... I've had a very active social life for the past few weeks, and my mom has been hogging the computer, and when she would log off, I would be too tired to log on and post, so again, my apologies. As most of you know, I have another blog that I've been trying to promote, but seeing that people could give two shits, I've decided to take it down. There's no point of starting something, thinking that other people are willing to jump on board with you, so yeah... that idea is kaput. Alrighty then... I'll tty guys later. It's getting a tad warmer and more humid, and I wanna keep cool or I'll flip a shit on my mother. Bye!

THE LOUNGE BLOG is UP AND RUNNING!!!!

2007-06-16T22:09:00.000-04:00

It's official: The Lounge blog is finally up! Now all you have to do is provide me with your email address so you guys can finally post onto the blog however you like!!! How cool is that?! Just click HERE for all the fun this blog has to offer!!!!

2007-06-16T21:36:00.000-04:00

Ok... Now I've decided to delete the other blog because I haven't been updating it like I wanted to, but then again i would like to keep it and switch it up just to put up some interesting things, cuz the whole short story thing is really annoying, and I've been far too lazy to put anything up. But no worries... if any, there should be some stories and/or poems that I may put up from time to time. And then again... I have this blog to be doing all of that, you know? So... if anything, I'll be taking down the other blog... I'm guessing you guys (if anyone's been paying attention) have been getting bored with the character anyways, huh? Oh, well... what the hell... why not just put the damn blog out of its misery and call it a day. But I'm starting to ponder whether I could go ahead and just switch it up, title, address, and everything, to make it like a crazy blog that alot of people can get involved with, so if anything, when I switch up the blog to how I want it, I'll give you guys further info on a later post. Ciao, beyotches!!!!

2007-06-15T15:45:00.001-04:00

Why in moments of crisis do we ask god for strength ane help? As cognitive beings, why would we ask something that may well be a figment of my imaginations for guidance? Y not search inside ourselves 4 the power 2 overcome? After all, we r strong enough 2 cause most of the catastrophes we need 2 endure. - Bill Scheel
Dede

2007-06-13T18:37:00.000-04:00

Well, today was interesting: I hung out with Ashley at the Coffee House before she went to class, and while we were there, so many people with cars decided to descend to the same place, taking up all the parking spaces in front of the establishment. Finally, in the half hour that we had left, Ashley got a good spot directly in front of the establishment, went back in to get another iced tea, and chilled out with me outside and smoked cigarettes. Great day! But yeah... all went well. We talked about men, iced tea, dee-dee-dee's, and all that jazz, you know?! Shit that real women actually talk about on a day-to-day basis. So... I'll leave everything at that... at least until there's some other subject to talk about. Bye, y'all!

NEW BLOG!!!!

2007-06-08T21:51:00.000-04:00

So I've decided to put up a new blog. It's fictional, by the way, and it's somewhat based on... moi. But yeah... hopefully you'll have fun with Hey, Lila. Enjoy!

Yup...

2007-06-07T15:24:00.000-04:00

So today I've done absolutely nothing, and there's really nothing else for me to do besides cook dinner and shit like that. Wondering about what will happen on Saturday... gotta love Starbucks... this time I'm trying their iced tea, though I do realize that I'm gonna have to put a shitload of sugar into it. But that's not a problem... that's what sugar is for. Gotta love it!!!! But yeah... how bout them Yankees? I'm also extremely pissed off at the fact that Paris Hilton got out of jail late last night because of her 'medical condition', which everyone knows is a herpes outbreak; I could have told you that. The rags are saying that she had a rash, but rashes don't just pop up out of nowhere, unless it'a an allergic reaction, medical issue, or something like poison ivy, or some other shit. Ok... the bitch had a herpes outbreak, alright?! It's pretty obvious that she is NOT suffering from schizophrenia, which was the bullshit manuever her shrink pulled to get her the fuck out of jail and onto the ankle bracelet. This is absolute bullshit, and she better hope anyone who is anti-Paris Hilton doesn't get their hands on her, cuz chances are is that she'll end up getting assassinated or something... that's how many people hate her. You know for a fact she's at the top of Lindsay's shitlist... lol. But hey... what can you do? She'll end up getting bit by a rabid raccoon or something and get hit by a truck... wouldn't surprise me if that were to happen within the year, cuz that would definitely be something to tell our grandkids. They would surely appreciate that. Well... anyways... gotta go... need to start cooking soon anyways... talk to yous later!

There's nothing...

2007-06-06T12:49:00.001-04:00

... going on in DeDe's world right now, besides me blogging and listening to music. I guess Ashley's chillaxin and recooperating from yesterday (long story). But yeah... she has to go to school later, so chances are is she's studying right now if not sleeping ( or she would have called me). So yeah... I'm thinking about whether or not I can go to White Plains with Ashley, being that we may be tight on cash until next Thursday, but hopefully I can; I haven't been there in a minute. A really long minute... lol. Well... I'm starting to get bored with this computer, so I'll probably talk to you guys later. Bye!

I've been...

2007-06-06T00:55:00.000-04:00

...listening to this song by Incubus called 'Dig', and it's really inspiring me to write a really cool story, but I don;t know what to write about. Guess I have to start actually writing in order to figure out what should be written. But then again... there are so many songs that inspire me to write something, but I've never gotten around to writing anything. I've only been forming stories in my head, and I'd rather get it out on paper, but when I put pen to paper, it seems as if nothing wants to come out. I usually try to force it out, but that just makes things even worse. I dunno... I guess I need to push myself into doing what I feel passionate about, but I feel like somehow I'm gonna mess up, and wonder who the hell who want to read this shit?! I'm so confused... I don't know. There are so many things I wanna write about, but I'm afraid of what could come out of my brain. Like something's wrong with my imagination and that no one will get me. I dunno... hopefully I understand what is going on before I consider going to someone else who has no clue as to what goes on inside my head, regardless of how I explain the situation. And I also need to be able to express myself to others, and maybe I can write it out clearly onto paper or type it out when I don't feel like cramping up my pretty hands. That reminds me... I need to get something to drink... I'm slightly thirsty. So I guess I'll talk to you guys later. Good night (for good this time)!!!

2007-06-05T22:20:00.000-04:00

So today was an interesting day. I hung out with Ashley as we ventured out to the Peekskill Coffee House, followed by the bookstore, the Chinese restaurant, CVS and Depew Park. We found out some interesting info about someone we know (and someone's this close to getting stomped), but yeah... and Ashley is not happy about that shit. So yeah.... But anyways... today went well, since there weren't any thunderstorms rolling through while I was hanging out with Ashley (with the exception of around noon today, but I wasn't even with Ashley). But aside from all of that, we had a fun day. And it's starting to cool down outside, also, which I'm extremely happy about, so hopefully I'll have a good weekend, and hopefully I can get some money to hang out with Ashley in White Plains, and if not, then we'll just have to chill out here in Peekskill. Oh well... what the hell... you know?! But, whatevs... talk to you guys later. Good night!!!

Back and bored...

2007-06-04T21:43:00.000-04:00

So, yeah... I'm back and I'm bored out of my fucking brain!!! There's nothing on TV, and I've been trying to find a decent video editing program to download onto my computer (and compatible for Windows 98), but haven't been so lucky. Most of them I don't trust with actually working, and there are very few of them that are compatible, so I'll just have to wait until I can actually get a new computer. But yeah... I'm sitting here, chillaxin maxin like Michael Jackson, and wondering what else I could do to keep myself occupied. I am fresh out of ideas. I almost forgot that I made some more biscuits and they're sitting on the stove, getting cold with no one to eat them. But I will surely eat them, soon as I get my fat ass up to make some lemonade to go with them. Buttery biscuits... and no, I will not go into Big Bertha (for those of you who REALLY know me). But anyways... lemme go get my biscuits and my drink on. Good night!!!!

I'm so...

2007-06-04T20:29:00.000-04:00

...full, cuz I just ate some really good food that I cooked, and even my mother is complimenting my 'culinary skills'. But yeah... how have you guys been? My day was great, cuz Mother Nature decided to spare me the trouble of having to stick my fingers in my ears, and it only rained today. Plus it was really cool outside, which was also a plus, cuz we've had some crazy humid weather the past week. But at least it's almost have it over with: a cold front is supposed to come through tomorrow, and cool down tomorrow night, which makes me happy. But... if only I hadn't heard the news yesterday that someone was coming into town and if someone's father wasn't being a douchebag today, my day would've been fabulous, but unfortunately, I've been dreading it all. I'd rather not get into details cause it'll frustrate me even more, so enough of all that... ...and move on to something else. I am really bored right now, and I'm confused as to what I should do next. I've been checking all the gossip blogs all day, and there's nothing new going on, and I really wanna write something, but have no idea as to what I should write. I'm so... I dunno. I'm rambling on and on, I guess, huh? Oh, well.... You decided to read this, so get over it...lol. Well... lemme see what's popping out there on the World Wide Web. If I'm still bored, I'll talk to you guys later. Peace!

2007-06-03T16:52:00.000-04:00

I have no title for this, but I just felt like typing for the moment. I'm talking it up with Katie, who's actually on her way back from Long Island later on today, and she's having a dilemma with a friend's father giving her a BBQ for her birthday next weekend. She's a selfless person, but what can you do?! She's a sweetheart, and we need more people like her. But yeah... I'm sitting here chillaxin, listening to music and chatting with Katie. I have yet to talk with Ashley, which may be later on tonight after she gets home from work. But that should be interesting... I dunno... it's actually pretty cool outside, and I wanna go out on the porch and sit outside, but I'm not only afraid that something will decide to fly into the house, but I'm too lazy to put some clothes on. But yeah... what can you do?! Oh well... what the hell: I'm gonna go into my room and chill out by the window if there's nothing else to see on the internet aside from blogging and shit like that. So yeah... TTYL, beyotches!!!

So, today...

2007-06-02T20:06:00.000-04:00

...was a very interesting day for Ashley and I. We hung out at the Coffee House, went to Bruised Apple, drove around to the Beach Shopping Center, Family Dollar and Lake Peekskill, got caught in a nasty storm and decided to go to the JV Mall (and stay there until the storm passed, which was my idea), went to Depew Park, and came on home. How interesting is that?! Anyways... while we were hanging out, we decided to see who we could bother. Yves' phone was off, Matt and Joel weren't answering their phones, Katie was buzy, Marlow didn't reply to my alert, and Ashley was too scared to call her favorite artist, Mark Von Em (whom we may have seen at the Coffee House, and will be performing there soon). But we can't say we didn't have fun while we hung out, cuz we did. I wish I could put up the footage of what we talked about at the park, because we saw this guy and his girl get into the car next to us who looked like Fredrick Douglass (which was really funny, by the way, cuz he had the beard, afro, and everything), and Ashley talked to this guy she knows as 'Mark the Pharmacist' on the phone (who happens to be in Jersey, where he lives). So, yeah... we had fun. Loads of it (no pun intended). Okay... time for me to order some food, cuz both my mom and I are too fuckin' lazy to cook. Talk to u beyotches later!!!!

Interesting...

2007-06-01T16:50:00.000-04:00

So, yeah... today wasn't too bad. I thought it was really gonna be OPPRESIVE today, but fortunately it wasn't. It was warm, though, but at least it wasn't stifling. Last night was nearly fantastic; it would have been amazingly fantastic if it wasn't for the thumderstorms that rolled through Peekskill last night. But yeah... it almost got there. It was amazingly cool last night, and I wanted to go outside, too... but I was too lazy to put any clothes on, so I just sat in my room by the window and talked to Katie instead... It was just as fun. But what can you do?! Well... gotta keep an eye on the pork chops, so I'll talk to you guys later!

Completely bored...

2007-05-31T23:45:00.000-04:00

...and tired. I'm watching my updated subscriptions on YouTube, and decided to let you guys know how completely BORED I am. It's really fun... a lot more fun than sitting on my ass doing sudoku puzzles until I fall asleep. I dunno... plus there aren't any good surveys to do on MySpace, and if there are, I've done them already. I dunno... I'm really bored. I wish I had a license and a car so I could drive around and find people to bother in the process. I would probably just drive over to somewhere and just sit in the parking lot, or maybe just drive around. Just chill out and enjoy the nice cool weather before it gets muggy again. And it's supposed to be oppressive tomorrow... I'm just not ready for all of that. I don't know... I hope it's over and done with by the next time Ashley and I hang out, because it's supposed to be sorta oppressive on Saturday, too, but I think Ashley's gonna wanna study for her class, and I rather she do that than hang out, cause I do not wanna be caught out in the oppressiveness of this weekend. I'd rather chill out in my house and keep as cool as possible, and I know Ashley would want to do the same. Plus there's supposed to be thunderstorms until Monday, and I'm not a fan of thunder in general, so yeah... I'm staying in my house until Mother Nature gets her act together. K you guys... I guess I'll talk to ya soon... I'm sleepy and I should get some rest. Good night!

W...O...W...

2007-05-27T22:37:00.000-04:00

I am really tired... I think I'm gonna close up shop. But I will throw in that I had a pretty good Sunday. Hopefully tomorrow will be just as good. I hope it's cooler tomorrow, too, cuz it was kinda warm and a little too humid for my comfort. But, oh well... beggars can't be choosers... at least in Mother Nature's opinion, I guess. Well... talk to you beyotches later. Good night... and get CRUNK!!!!

O....k....

2007-05-27T16:10:00.000-04:00

So Lindsay Lo-Dumbass got into a heated argument with rumored lesbian ex-lover Samantha Ronson, and then, later on that same night (which was actually 5:30 am), her car apparently had a fight with a tree! I know the whole world (or at least the people who have been following this story) can agree with me when I say: 'Lindsay, you don't drive on the sidewalk!!! What did the tree do to you, I wonder? Did it talk shit about your mother? Call you a 'firecrotch'? Are there still some things you need to get off your chest that you haven't told anyone at Wonderland yet? What is it?' I dunno, but whatever it is, her car does NOT like California OR trees for that matter. Oh, well... what can you do? Shit happens.

But, yeah...

2007-05-25T22:34:00.000-04:00

I've had a semi-enjoyable day, watching my cat lay out all day, taking a shower, and finding out that Rosie O'Donnell is never coming back to The View. I'm not very happy about that, being that she's is, in fact, slowly deteriorating in my eyes, along with everyone who is standing behind her, because of what Elizabeth Hasselbeck had to say. I don't understand why it is that Rosie, the same person who actually stood up against Donald Trump when he called her a 'fat ass', would let some 'chick' get to her like that. Well... I guess it's for the best... Everyone's behind you, Rosie. I hope you don't ever feel like you're alone in a corner. Nobody, and I mean NOBODY (this includes you, Elizabeth), puts Rosie in a corner. Just thought I'd get that out. That really wore me out, cuz now I'm sleepy. Going to bed. Night night!

You know what?!

2007-05-25T13:19:00.000-04:00

I got to thinking, and I realized that I didn't need that extra blog, Superstardom At A Cost, simply because that would've been too ordinary. And when I say 'ordinary', I mean we already see it with Paris Hilton , Britney Spears and Lindsay Lohan, so why emulate it even more? Time to try something new, so don't expect anymore updates from that blog ever again. Anyways... It's pretty oppressive here, and I can't wait until it gets a little cooler. I don't care about the rain... I don't do humidity. There's a reasonable breeze coming in, but it could be better. But when it does come in, period, I can't complain. It's something. Oh, well... K, you guys. I think I'm gonna go take a shower and chill out for the rest of the day until my mother comes home. Ttyl!

Well...

2007-05-24T23:49:00.000-04:00

I'm incessantly bored, and now I'm thinking of actually putting up another blog, but this time, it'll actually be a story, and every chapter would be put up once it hits paper or my brain (whichever comes first). If I do end up doing the third blog, then I will be as dedicated to it as this (TheScarletVirgin) blog. Besides, I plan to make writing my profession, being that I've pretty much been doing it for so long. Only thing is I haven't felt very confident in the whole thing. Plus, I'm lazy, but we won't get into that. But, anyways... I hope I can start a career with pay sometime soon because I hate being broke and asking my mother for money all the time. Plus, I'm tired of people telling me that I have to get a job, cuz it just makes me wanna be even more lazy. But hey... what can you do?! If your friends want the best for you, then go for it, you know?! Alrighty, then... talk to ya guys l8tr!!!!! Good night!

2007-05-24T19:27:00.000-04:00

I just put up a blog for you guys to enjoy... it's called Superstardom At A Cost and it's a fictional blog about a celebutant named Lyla Yorkshiere. She's basically the Brit Pack (Britney, Paris, Lindsay) rolled into one. It's pretty interesting to see what she comes up with to keep her name in headlights, so stayed tuned for any updates to the blog. Hope you enjoy reading it as much as I do writing it. Have fun!!!!!! UPDATE: Sorry to disappoint you guys, but Superstardom At A Cost has been taken down.

Alrighty...

2007-05-23T23:21:00.000-04:00

I've been thinking of starting up a new blog for short stories and poems and whatsoever... you know, shit like that. So, yeah... lemme know if you're interested, cuz I could have that up and ready for you guys. I've only thought about it for a short while; it just came to mind today. So if you guys are interested, just leave your comments (at least for the few of you who actually read this blog)! Oh... and check out Rosie.com and read Rosie O'Donnell's blog... it's worth the trip!!!!!!! UPDATE: The blog, I was talking about is actually up and running. I just came up with it today and more info is in the latest posting. Have a good one!!!!!!

Another place to visit...

2007-05-22T18:05:00.000-04:00

If you ever visit Peekskill, make a trip to Bruised Apple Books, which is not too far from the Peekskill Coffee House. You'll find an array of used CDs, DVDs, vinyl records, and used and extraordinarily rare books there, and Ashley and I make regular visits whenever we get the chance, which is almost every time we hang out. So, again, while planning your trip to Peekskill, make a trip to these two great places. Have fun!!!!!!!!

cutie...

2007-05-21T16:01:00.001-04:00

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Originally uploaded by gargaburable.

Reminds me of my bad-ass kat.

em busca de calor...

2007-05-21T00:41:00.001-04:00

em busca de calor
Originally uploaded by Luiz Poli.

... and if you dont know spanish (like me), then you wont understand what the subject means. But I will say this... this picture is beautiful. I was really bored, and started looking around on Flickr, and I see this picture... drew me right in like a moth to the flame! Well... wanted you guys to see for yourselves... please leave ur comments, either on my page or click the picture to leave your comments to Luiz Poli. G'night!

Supermodel

2007-05-20T23:14:00.001-04:00

roof dog
Originally uploaded by ReyGuy.

Wish I had a dog like that. All she needs is a bra, lacy panties, and a pair of angel wings and we've got us a Victoria's Secret Angel and replacement for Gisele Bundchen!!!! Kick-ass!!!!!!!

2007-05-20T22:57:00.000-04:00

Well... I'm sitting here chillaxin, maxin like Michael Jackson. Talking to Ashley on MySpaceIM, listening to music, thinking of what else I could type up for you guys. My birthday yesterday was actually kick-ass, and I hope that my 22nd birthday is the same. I'll give you the details in the morning. I'm too occupied and to elated as to how much fun I've had last night. Anyways... how was everyone's weekend? I've enjoyed mine, and hopefully you've enjoyed yours. Now that i'm 21, and I can get drunk wherever i go, i dont feel any different than from when I was 20. Plus, it seems a lot boring now that I can legally buy alcohol instead of having someone buy it and then give it to me. I dunno... i have the rest of my lifetime to figure all this out. In the meantime... I hope that you guys enjoy the last few minutes left of the weekend, and drink up, ladies and gents!!!! It's the weekend, beyotches!!!!

Bored as FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-16T23:58:00.000-04:00

I... am... so.... fucking bored right now. I mean, I have Ashley to keep me company, but I don't know what I'll do with myself if I'm not talking to anyone. This is horrendous... I don't know what I'm gonna do about my story. I've planned to finish it, but I don't know what to write next. I don't know what to add on. It's starting to sound a little too much like something I may have read somewhere else, cuz it sounds too ordinary. I want to do something that's not so much outrageous, but something that I can enjoy writing about. I don't know what to do at the moment. Sometimes writing can be so... dull. I don't know. It's so much easier to think this stuff up in your head, but when I'm ready to write it down or type it up, the whole thing just goes out of whack. I guess that's what supposed to happens. I guess that's what they call 'creativity'. Hope it works for this story, cuz it's driving me insane. I have no idea how it would be received by other people, but I want it to be quality, something authentic, something that I won't be embarrassed about... something that I would read over and over again. I hate being bored with literature, but then again, it seems as if all the topics have been covered, and that there are just people writing the same stuff over and over again, only with different names, different locations. Who would have thought that English teachers could have so much power over you and possess you to do what they say you're 'supposed' to do? I don't understand. Why do they have to make writing such a hard and difficult process? Are they so bitter about not accomplishing their dreams that they have to take their anger out on people who have potential and screw it all up for them as revenge? It's not our fault that some of them decided to go down a path chosen for them by someone else. But what I don't get is why I can't break out of that shell. I want to get out, but I have no idea how. I guess with a little confidence, but every time I attempt to break the shell, it tends to harden and thicken. Hopefully, I can find the strength to break through the shell, because I really need to find myself in my words; I truly am lost.

Caught out there...

2007-05-16T02:33:00.000-04:00

... I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!

Not you guys... just my life... nothing seems to go right at the moment, and I don't wanna get into it... moving on...

But yeah... Paris Hilton is going to jail soon, Jerry Falwell died today, and I've been sorta pissed off and shit. But I have Ashley's drunk ass to cheer me up, and that's what really matters. Nothing beats a drunk bitch trying to type. I joked about putting up our convos from MyspaceIM on this blog, but then again, there are certain people that may be reading this same blog and I don';t want to go to jail cuz I had to beat up some bitch... so yeah. Oh, well... what can you do besides pull a Lindsay Lohan at the moment?

By the way... I could use some vodka and penis right now. That would be fun, you know? But I guess I'd have to wait until my birthday, when hopefully the craziness starts and never ends. Cuz I bet that I'll end up going even crazier than the last time I really got drunk, but then again... I would never again touch another drop of Jager... EVAH!!!!!

But yeah... on that note... TTYL!!!!

Oh, yeah... please comment on the picture above, cuz chances are that's how I'll look on Saturday!!!! Have fun!!!!!!!!!

Something to keep Rosie O'Donnell happy...

2007-05-14T16:16:00.001-04:00

Donald Trump's Dog
Originally uploaded by jacobW.com.

Could he be related to The Donald in someway?!

Gotta luv that Avon!!!!

2007-05-14T16:01:00.000-04:00

Well... you know the deal. How is everyones' day, especially for a Monday? It's going so-so for me, so I really can't complain. I dunno... I'm just sitting here, listening to The Wendy Williams Experience, and thinking of story plots that I could put into words. No, thinking is not writing, but I am my own worst critic, which explains why it's pretty rare to see a story that I've written. Thanks to a couple of high school English teachers, I have issues. But what can you do?! Oh, well... Anyways... I've been so excited as to what's coming up this weekend: MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! YAH!!!!!!!!!!!! So excited... can't wait!!!!! I'll be hanging out with family and having dinner with them, and then later on that night going back to my current hometown to probably get CRUNK ( if you know what I mean.) Put it on the tab, put it on the tab!!!!!!!! Well...... that's enough boasting for right now... let's get to some other matters. Uh-oh... I don't know what to talk about, but I'm throwing a picture out there for you guys to discuss over a pot of coffee. Enjoy!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-13T10:01:00.000-04:00

2007-05-11T01:09:00.001-04:00

I'm really bored, and pretty lonely. I really need 2 find somethin 2 do, or at least try 2 get some sleep.i just felt like getting that out cuz i'm far 2 lazy to get up and go 2 the computer. Thats how bad it is. Im sittin here, watchin tv and listening 2 wolfmother... Really great cd, by the way. La la la... So bored. Too bad i dont have a contract phone. Otherwise i would still b on the phone with katie and ashley. Damn my house phone!!! Oh, well... Like they say: beggars cant be choosers.

For the Ho on the Go...

2007-05-10T16:47:00.000-04:00

For the woman who go out clubbing, and you end up going back to a cute guy's house for a little fling, or for those who sometimes end up in an awkward predicament when it comes to booty calls, have I got news for you. Well... it's not exactly news, but it's helpful. Check out Ho on the Go! Either click on the link or check out the "Links, Biatches!" list for the link. Have fun... and keep it safe!!!

La la la...

2007-05-10T14:35:00.000-04:00

Hey guys... what's going? I've just been enjoying the beautiful weather and chilling on the computer. Speaking of web surfing, I've been continuing a story that I started a while back. It's a pretty good story (in my opinion), but I won't explain what the plot of the story is until I'm actually finished with it. Hopefully I'm somewhat done with it by the end of the month, but if not, you guys will know. But I will tell you one thing: it really feels good to write again. Seriously... it feels... cathartic in a way. Like a good massage, you know.

I normally don't post photos on my site, but I'd like to start, being that it'll give you an idea as to what goes on in my life. It's so much fun, and that fun doubles with Ashley, my cat, and others. So, for the first time in a long time (being that it's been a few months since I last posted a pic), I will finally post a pic by the end of the day. It won't be of myself, but it's a start. Enjoy!

Update: The picture u see above the text is a photo I took at the Peekskill Coffee House, which by the way has delicious coffee AND iced tea. If you ever visit Peekskill, make a stop there. You'll enjoy it!

summary of the day...

2007-05-09T22:03:00.001-04:00

Hey guys... Just thought i'd let u know of my day 2day. It was gorgeous outside, and ashley and i went out to the park 2 smoke cigs and bother the geese by the pond. We had our pork buns and things, made a stop at kfc, and parted ways. Hope we have another day like 2day! Anyways... On a sad note, tabloid whore has shut down. If u want more info as 2 y, go 2 the site, http://tabloidwhore.blogspot.com. Good night and enjoy the weather!

2007-05-09T14:56:00.001-04:00

Just testing my phone 2 c if this works from my cell. If it does, leave a comment. Enjoy ur day!

Now...

2007-05-09T13:56:00.000-04:00

... it's 80 degrees outside, and I could be hanging out with Ashley today. In other words, it's a day for iced tea from the Peekskill Coffee House... dee-lish!!!!!! That stuff is so good... if anyone ends up traveling to Peekskill sometime this summer, please make a stop at the Peekskill Coffee House. It's the best. Moving on to entertainment matters... Paris Hilton is a dumb ass, and so is a certain website for believing that her license was reinstated in March, which even a crackhead knows is bullshit. I don't understand why she feels she can get away with shit, which could explain why she's full with so much of it. Hopefully she can gain some kind of sense while she's in the pokey and gain some street smart, like you're supposed to in Hollywood. I feel it's a must, just in case you do some stupid shit and end up in prison. But the way people are making it sound is as if she's going to San Quentin, along with Scott Peterson (which I say she belongs along with a lot more of Young Hollywood), but she's only going to a detention center, and she's crying over spilled milk about that. You only got 45 days, sweetheart, and you're complaining? That's like a green card for carrer criminals!!! Come ON!!! Anyways... I have to cut this posting short cuz I've gotta get ready to go and chill in this gorgeous weather. But don't fret... I'll be back!!!!

Love...

2007-04-27T13:38:00.000-04:00

...has nothing to do with this blog. Just thought I'd let you guys know that in a few weeks I'll be celebrating my 21st birthday! YAH!!!! So excited... can't wait!!!! It should be fun... if only I knew what I was gonna do that night besides get hammered!!! Ashley and Co. have several ideas (aside from the obvious), but I wanted to know some other ideas that you guys may have. I wanna have fun and enjoy my 21st, so please keep it legal. DeDe does NOT want to end up with a permanent record!!! Plus, I wanna live, so not too extreme. I have too much to live for. Well... ttyl! Enjoy your weekend!

Technorati

2007-04-27T00:25:00.000-04:00

If you're a member of Technorati.com, then please check this site out and rate it. I've put up a link on this page so you can do so. I'm no Perez Hilton, but I'm fun (at least my friends think so). But if you're not, just leave your comments and let me know what you think. Have Fun!!!